What is the purpose?

This Christmas, while putting gifts into the back of our car, I was stilled. My soul was quieted inside. I thought of how short our time on earth is. But a handbreadth.....

Behold, you have made my days a few handbreadths,

and my lifetime is as nothing before you.

Surely all mankind stands as a mere breath! Selah

(Psalm 39:5 ESV) 

The Lord has told us....

So teach us to number our days

that we may get a heart of wisdom.

(Psalm 90:12 ESV)

“O LORD, make me know my end

and what is the measure of my days;

let me know how fleeting I am!

(Psalm 39:4 ESV)

I find myself in the busyness of life forgetting that this is not my home. As the years roll by, my body is starting to age, my children are growing up, I've lost loved ones, and grow weary of all of the darkness of this world....I think to myself "What is the purpose?". God could have transported each one of us to heaven instantaneously once we were saved, but he chose to leave us here, and to fill us with His Spirit. He told us to be the salt and the light. He told us to shine brightly, like a beacon of hope. 

“Truly, truly, I say to you, whoever believes in me will also do the works that I do; and greater works than these will he do, because I am going to the Father.

(John 14:12 ESV)

My faith is little right now. My heart aches for the children and families that were affected by the Sandy-Hook shootings. It goes out to Pastor Britt Merrick, whose daughter Daisy has still not been healed and is in tremendous pain. It aches for Pastor Levi Lusko, who lost his daughter suddenly to an asthma attack. I pray for the people affected by the natural disasters that are happening globally, the people who are dying by the thousands from hunger and disease...the list goes on and on. My heart breaks. It seems like the darkness is pressing in. In my frailty and weakness I pray.... 

ABBA,

Strengthen and purify your bride. Prepare us for the marriage supper of the Lamb. Help us and equip us to spread your gospel to the unreached. Help us to number our days and redeem the time, for these days, are OH SO EVIL. Help us to measure our days. May we not be found living for self, fattened sheep in our comfortable pastures....Oh Lord, awaken and revive us...not just in our personal devotion and worship to you but our devoted service to YOU!! Help us to live like you did. Break our hearts for the lost. Remind us how fleeting we are...Make our lives shine and bear fruit for YOUR GLORY. WE were lost and now we are found. May you send us out to love the lost and to speak of your AMAZING GRACE. Open ears, Open doors, soften the hardest of hearts, and bring a revival once again to your people. Thank you for the Gospel...Thank you for Jesus. Thank you for giving us the hope of eternal life....apart from sin, death, evil, suffering, hunger, drought.....  May we never stop working out our salvation with fear and trembling. Your grace is TRULY sufficient Lord.